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I have not had the time/energy to post anything meaningful.
I'm not even sure if I have anything of use to say right now.
I don't want to work at the Linger Longer Cafe. The application is very long and deters me from filling it out.

My sanity is declining rapidly. Or perhaps it's always been lacking as it is and I'm just now noticing. But in that light wouldn't that mean I'm becoming more sane, in the ability to recognize my insanity?

insane	(adj.)	Of, exhibiting, or afflicted with insanity.
insane	(adj.)	Immoderate; wild
insane	(adj.)	Very foolish; absurd

Of course, by those definitions everyone exhibits insanity at some point in their lives. Perhaps the truly insane are just those who are persistent with the foolishness.

sane	(adj.)	Of sound mind; mentally healthy
sane	(adj.)	Having or showing sound judgment; reasonable.

By those definitions alone, I can honestly say I have not an ounce of sanity. I am not of sound mind or judgment, nor am I all that reasonable.


I'm trying to recall the last time I felt self-preserving. I really can't remember. As a young child? No, most deffinetly not.

I need money. I need books. I need more TIME. Of course, I say that now. Whenever I do aquire this so called time I never know what to do with it. I'm not sure time really exists, at least not as most people see it.
I don't feel time was meant to be measured, harnessed. Everyone experiences time differently.
Take a period of 60 minutes, for example.
For some it could be comparable to 1. Other it could be comparable to 120.
But for a few 1 minute could feel like 100, and for other 100 similiar to that of 1,000. Then we can take it back to some people experiencing 1,000 as though it was 1.

If you were to think about the last week of your life, how did it feel? Pertaining to length, I mean. Is it equivalent in feeling to 7 days? But what is 7 days meant to feel like anyways? 1 day seven times I suppose. But each day tends to be different from the last. I don't think it can really be defined, but really just depends on whether or not it *feels* right. Time is something very abstract to me, and I object to the attempts to force it into something more concrete.