Don't Understand

I had a really long, horrid dream last night. I feel like everything was basically symbolic of my current life though. Does that mean my life is horrid? No, I don't think so. Just insanely screwed up. My fault though. I think... I don't know. I know what I want to do to figure this out, but then again... I just don't know what to say. And I'm using the end of my dream as an omen not to say anything. This isn't making sense, but oh well. I'm lacking in the caffeine area and am exausted. I don't have to make sense!!